Greatest Love of All

The Lesson That Takes a Lifetime 👑

Whitney Houston and the Love We Keep Practicing | The Greatest Love of All

Whitney Houston recorded this song in 1985. She was twenty-one years old. It became one of the defining songs of her career, one of the songs people mention first when they talk about what she could do with her voice.

She died in 2012 at forty-eight. The years between those two dates were not the story of someone who had figured out the greatest love of all.

I am not saying that to be unkind. I am saying it because the distance between what this song teaches and what Whitney Houston was able to live is the most honest and important thing about it. She could sing the truth of it. Singing it and having it are different things. That gap is not a failure. It is a human condition.

The Word That Changes Everything

“Learning to love yourself, it is the greatest love of all.” The word I keep coming back to is “learning.” Not “having learned.” Not “mastering.” Learning is a present continuous activity. It implies that you are still in the middle of it, that the lesson is ongoing, that you have not yet reached the destination. The song describes a practice, not an arrival.

I think that matters a great deal.

There are things I understand intellectually that I cannot yet feel consistently. That my worth is not determined by how well I am performing at work, or at marriage, or at parenting. That the critical voice in my head is not telling the truth when it runs its case against me. That showing up imperfectly and continuing to try is not the same as failing. I know these things the way you know things you have read and thought about and discussed in therapy. Knowing them and having them available when you need them are not the same thing.

A Decision You Keep Making

“I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone’s shadow. If I fail, if I succeed, at least I’ll live as I believe.” That is a beautiful statement of intention. It is also something you have to keep deciding. Not once. Every day, sometimes multiple times, in the situations where walking in someone else’s shadow would be easier and safer and less likely to result in disappointment.

The blog is my version of that decision. Putting the real story on the internet, with my name on it, when the easier path would be to stay private, to perform the version of Blake that is uncomplicated and fine. I have to keep choosing to do it. The decision made on the first post does not automatically carry forward.

What I Would Give Them

The part of this song that moves me most is the opening. “I believe the children are our future. Teach them well and let them lead the way. Show them all the beauty they possess inside.” I have two kids, and this lands differently now than it would have before them. The beauty Dylan and Reese possess inside is something I can see clearly and without qualification. What I want for them is exactly what the song is asking: that they know their worth without having to perform for it.

What I am less good at is applying the same clarity to myself. The thing I would give them without hesitation, I make myself work hard to receive.

That is the lesson that takes a lifetime. Not because it is complicated, but because we are very good at extending grace outward and very slow to turn it inward. Whitney Houston could sing about the greatest love of all with more power and conviction than almost anyone alive. The practice of it, the daily decision to actually believe it about yourself, that is a different skill.

She was still learning. I am too. My guess is that you are as well.

Take gentle care of yourselves and of each other.

Keep going,

Blake

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